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“Through Our Eyes: Living with Asperger’s” | Aspergirl | Magick | Mayastar | Meditation | Energy Healing

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I’ve blogged abt my aspergers…vlogged about my aspergers. And being able to use my High Functioning to do my work and do it in ways that a Neurotypical couldn’t, is a fulfilling experience. Living within my means when it comes to social connection, sensory stimulation (have to be more careful because those thing can trigger seizures – perhaps more now than when I was younger), and managing the additional anxiety (aspies make less oxytocin than neurotypicals – that means we don’t have the same way out of stress – most of us develop strategies for that through experience though so that’s something that’s become much easier with time for me).

But sometimes…one of the most depressing things to hear, is someone saying my brain wiring is a syndrome…is your eye colour a syndrome? Would you feel weird if people said you had been born with curly hair syndrome?

I’m sure you would. I feel the same when people see my autism as separate to me. Or they disregard or judge certain aspects while celebrating others. As if certain parts of me are not really connected. I don’t feel that way in myself…I think perhaps it reflects a limitation of the neurotypical mind that it can’t conceive mine as integrated!

People who know me know the challenges I have worked with – my total recall memory for example…great for learning but a nightmare if something bad happens and you remember it.

For me…the best thing that ever happened to me was my formal diagnosis – it meant I could research it and many more things made sense. Also, when you understand the physiological root of some tendencies it’s far easier to look for useful changes in behaviour or habit that will make life easier.

My routine is vital to my well being for reasons different to those a NT would cite. But if it means I eat healthy, exercise, don’t drink or smoke, meditate regularly etc. These are habits that would probably benefit a lot of people!

My habit of being nocturnal also helps a great deal but it works well for me. Magick (the actual process of Self Realisation – not the card game and not conjuring!), was my special interest from an early age and now that’s a huge advantage in my work (teaching online courses for energy healing, spiritual development & meditation – and doing ritual work to help people).

If it wasn’t for the extraordinary advantages that come as part of my autism, I wouldn’t have the extraordinary life I have now.

So I absolutely in no way shape or form would trade myself as I am for a more “ordinary” version ♡

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ASMR Aspergirl Whispering Witch Nocturnal Chat YouTube Channel | Lightworker | Mayastar Academy | Maya Magickal Spells & Personalised Initiation Programmes

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New YouTube Channel:

www.youtube.annalouisemay.net

ASMR/Quiet Talking bedroom chitchat from the Whispering Witch!

I am an Aspergirl, Blogger, Lightworker & Modern Mystic.

My Aspergers (a type of high functioning autism) means I’m more comfortable using the ASMR “whispered conversation” method. The mutual increased focus this initiates allows for a more intimate communication & natural connection.

My intention is to provide a unique, relaxed & informal style for viewers.

If you are new to ASMR pls give it a chance…at first it may seem odd but it’s a wonderful method of having a heart to heart “vibe”. I also recommend headphones.

I teach online energy healing, meditation & spiritual development courses, so I plan to cover related subjects as well as hobbies, reviews & personal updates.

I hope you will enjoy!

Xxx

ALM (Maya)

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Watch “Intro ASMR Whispering Witch Nocturnal Chat | TLE, Aspergers, Autism, Magick, Spells, Relaxation” on YouTube

https://youtu.be/dNPMSkX5q9I

PLEASE wear headphones! (straining to hear a computer speaker isn’t relaxing!)

A proper introduction to my channel…what inspired me…how I hope it will work…etc. Please forgive the bumpy beginning of the vid while I messed with the lighting etc! XX

I have Aspergers (a type of high functioning autism) means I’m more comfortable using ASMR “whispered conversation”. The mutual increased focus this initiates allows a more intimate communication & natural connection. My intention is to use whispered conversation to provide a unique & informal style that will be relaxing to watch, pleasant to hear & with subjects accessible to viewers.

I plan to upload various vids; some may be general or personal updates; others may be more informative, based around my spiritual & magickal work;  general chats & reviews. Also, ‘streams of consciousness’…with no fixed ‘subject’.

I keep a blog and do find editing it a problem; I have too many thoughts and my edits tend to get longer not shorter! I am hoping making vids will allow me to address some of the blog ideas I have that are responses questions from people.

My nifty little camera will allow me to make a 15 minute video (with good sound!) and upload it to YouTube from my bedroom…very handy and should help with covering more topics or answering more specific questions…as well as regular chit chat vids.  I really want to keep the content variable, but with a theme that I’m comfortable working in!

Please be aware, I have photosensitive epilepsy and when it gets late and I’m winding down, sometimes this affects me so I tend to wear sunglasses indoors. I’m aware this looks kind of weird! But it means I don’t need meds to control seizures so, I don’t mind wearing sunglasses!

NOTE: Although Whispering is used in ASMR, I use this technique because it is more comfortable for my autism & is a natural part of my night when I’m winding down for bed!

Watch “Testing Camera for ASMR/Quiet Talking | Whispering Witch | Bedroom Chitchat | Aspergirl” on YouTube

https://youtu.be/6bQjRePv768

Testing Camera for #ASMR/#QuietTalking | #Whispering #Witch | Bedroom Chitchat | #Aspergirl. First upload –  short test of my new camera for ASMR suitability. Fab because I can upload straight to #YouTube from the camera! Not the best angle…and I was plainly knackered by the time of the test! But overall was pleased with the sound quality 😀 ♡

Pls visit…like, share, comment & follow my channel! Xx

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Bathtime Blogging | Aspergers | Social Media | Spiritual Development | Mineral Makeup | Reiki Healing | Meditation | Spells | Mayastar Specials

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It’s me! #selfieoftheday showing Mineral Magic Mineral Powder (no concealer or anything…this is just the powder, appied with a kabuki brush over Creme de la Mer), eyebrows defined with wunderbrow & lush cosmetics strawberry bombshell tinted lipbalm. I am kind of testing the mineral magic. I don’t wear make up as a rule but when I do it is usually just powder, lipstain and a pair of sunglasses!

So I am wearing mineral magic when I sleep and over moisturiser, over serum, when exercising. Just doing as much as I can with it to see if it irritates around the eyes, dries the skin around my nose, causes spots etc. So far I absolutely love the stuff but am gonna continue my totally unscientific testing as I want to blog about it. I am sure I am not the only 42 year old woman who can’t be bothered with REAL makeup! So, along with my random blogs I think beauty tips and haircare is something that I consider enough to share with my followers.

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By the way, I know many people who follow me are current, previous or potential students & clients of www.mayastar.net and www.mayamagickal.net – but I know some follow my artwork too. Or are into similar things (henna, magick, ballet, dance, hiphop, corsetry, preraphaelite art, poetry, tightlacing, meditation – I think some  probably find a bit of a kindred spirit because of my autism – I’m aspergers which is a kind of high functioning autism – or maybe just like my style!), but I really do appreciate it!

On my various social networks I have 29000 followers at the moment and it seems amazing – and flattering in a way too. I’m not a natural when it comes to putting myself out there but because my work is online (teaching distance learning courses for spiritual development & self realisation mostly), it’s important for me to be as accessible as possible while keeping a balance.

I think my students and clients find it reassuring…they are able to get a “feel” for me as a person and my principles…and also my interests. I think that can help connect in a more personal way than I would be able to do in real life. Not because I am antisocial but more because my autism means I relate and communicate far more effectively through writing than through speaking. In most ways I am a natural hermit…but that’s a bonus in the work I do. I also think people feel more able to open up to me in a constructive way when it means they have to consider their words and articulate their thoughts and feelings in a way that encourages selfawareness far more than speaking does.

This can be an essential part of tailoring magickal work for people. I don’t advertise my magickal work as so much comes from recommendations…which is a good thing!  I don’t ask people to review my magickal work because it’s v personal. I am a psychotherapist and qualified in counselling which I think also helps…but I wouldn’t advertise that either. So most online reviews are for my teaching work. There are quite a few on www.linkedin.annalouisemay.net and some of www.maya.mayastar.net (FB) too…and quite a few testimonials on the http://www.mayastar.net testimonials page. But for people interested in attunement work, I think the articles on MS – especially www.mayastar.net/courseswork.htm, help people to understand what I do and whether it’s a good fit for them. Likewise, the articles on Maya Magickal that explain what I do and my experience etc, are helpful to people considering whether my work may assist them in their personal goals.

Social media does seem a strange addition…my blogs are not exactly themed and pretty much cover my hobbies and thoughts. But I do think it’s an added dimension to online presence that’s helpful in a way that’s evolved with my work 🙂

Obviously if you work for yourself, regardless of how vocational you consider that work, advertising, marketing and letting people know you exist is important. An example is, if you wanted a new credit card you would put it in google and find the best fit for you. Whereas my services may sometimes be searched for but more often are found by people who didn’t know this kind of energy work was available – so people more often find me when looking for something similar rather than looking for me.

Gosh…that was a looong blog. I hope it makes some sense. In a nutshell, thank you to those who follow me! I really appreciate it. X

I better sign off…bubblebath blogging and the water is getting chilly…and my Teddy Boy is due for dinner and some Studio Ghibli entertainment soon.

Xxxx

PS. New Special Offers for Mayastar Academy & Maya Magickal currently on www.mayastar.net/special.htm (including Chakra Healing Attunements, Kundalini Reiki, Pleiadian Encodings, Archangel Michael Protection Spell & the Shiva Nataraj Dance of Destruction Reversal Ritual)

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No Make-up Selfie | Vegan Starbucks | Magick | Karmic Reversal Ritual | Supernatural Fest | Lush Haul

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Up w/ the lark! (Well…lunchtime – early for #nocturnal). Woke early, but usefully, at midday – so I’ll be having a #vegan Starbucks lunch w/ my brother b4 a #Supernatural catch up.

Then The Killing Moon Karmic Reversal 30 Day Ritual Intensive opening 2nite – quite a long one but I love it! If u want to be inc in the 50% gift price option, there are still spaces but only 12 hrs left – single & triple options available – www.mayastar.net/special.htm for details!

Also…fab #LushCosmetics #haul yesterday I’m gonna have to blog about…have some new faves & since #crueltyfree #stoptober I have continued using Yellow Fun, #rosargan & #sympathyfortheskin because they kept me totally dry skin free even thru the minus zeros this winter. That’s pretty amazing!

So…shaking my tail feathers now as a #chickpea & #falafel salad awaits with a massive #soy #macchiato ♡♡♡

Modern Hermits | Hikikomori | Judging the lifestyle choices of others…

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While I appreciate the views of people talking about the “hikikomori problem”…with respect, if you are not by nature a loner or naturally tend towards a hermit lifestyle, how can you judge someone as having a problem if they do. The problem is yours, rather than theirs. I am sure Hikikomori don’t really care about the opinions of people who don’t have anything in common with them.

And I say this as a natural hermit myself. Being a hermit doesn’t make me loney or deficient. It doesn’t cause me problems. Some might say it doesn’t cause me problems because I am a high functioning autistic and I work from home teaching – I love what I do and my hermit lifestyle suits my work.

But way before I worked to achieve that option, I worked a 9-5. Then a night shift. I deliberately limited social commitments because I don’t need them the way Neuro-Typicals do. During times where I was working on something or dealing with something internally, it wasn’t unusual for me to go months living as a hermit. I checked in with my family and friends who accept me as I am and understand that sometimes, what works best for me in life is being a shut in.

After being nocturnal for 16 years of work, I have remained nocturnal for the last 24 years. That naturally limits my social contact and also I enjoy the peace. I have a few close friends and they know me and love me as I am. As do my family. Mostly ensuring if they want to see me or to go out or away, we arrange it in advance. I see my boyfriend every evening – he also accepts me as I am. He does go out of his way to ensure I don’t get so focused on my work I neglect to see my family! He knows currently I don’t want to go away…it’s been a heavy year personally. But he also understands that’s just how I take time out to deal with things and that although I will never be a socialising extrovert with a need for external validation through social interaction like non-hermits, I won’t be unhappy. For someone who needed to socialise and required external validation through it I can see being Hikikomori would be a problem. They would be unhappy. They would be restricted by the lifestyle and feel they were missing out on what they really wanted.

To me, Hikikomori is a problem only to the Hikikomori who wishes their life was different. I would have a bit more time for “critics” if they didn’t assume that they are “normal” and qualified to speak on someone else’s behalf. Perhaps their need for social feedback is a deficiency that the natural hermit doesn’t have???

Just my two cents.

I would rather see something more balanced about how the natural hermit (once accepted by society) has now become “a problem”. Lots of people choose lifestyles out of step with the norm…are we gonna talk about the “problem of Buddhist monasteries” and the “enclosed religious orders of Catholicism” too? Are they all deficient in some way? I have lived in a monastery for a short period…I didn’t meet anyone there who wished to be anywhere else…I didn’t meet anyone who rashly made the decision or was unhappy with it.

Just saying…some Hikikomori may have problems with depression etc. Or loneliness. They may not all be natural hermits. But please, please, please, stop judging people who are different and considering their degree of departure from the “norm” their degree of “deficiency”.

I observe a lot of “normal” people who are unhappy…a lot of people doing what is considered “normal” isn’t necessarily a good thing!

xxxx Maya (www.mayastar.net)
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