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Fancy picsart selfie – epic Bathtime!

Green moodlights & Lush Guardian of the Forest BathBomb. Listening to Lana Del Rey. Smell v vanilla (American Cream conditioner).

Drinking greendrink with apple cider vinegar & maplesyrup.

My pookie (aka Elvis) out tonight doing TeddyBoy stuff. I’m in, and taking my routine at a decadent pace!

I have mentioned before, sometimes I have real problems editing my blogs. Apparently this is not uncommon with Higher Functioning Autism…my brain jumps from idea to idea…and touch typing means most blogs I intend as articles end up more of a stream of consciousness. Covering too many topics and ending up a bit of mess! Some are fine. But some I am not at all pleased with. So, as far as blogging goes, I’m still “developing my style”.

My blogs are intended to be informal rather than scientific articles. Just blogs about things that interest me. General updates in my personal life. Ponderings on the philosophy of magick (as a path to Self-Realisation) and psychology.

Many blogs are inspired by questions from students and clients of Maya Magickal Spells & Personalised Initiation Programmes and Mayastar Academy Online Natural Energy Healing & Spiritual Development Courses – but at the same time, I include articles about my hobbies…so it is a bit varied. A blog about how I get “grunge hair” without using heat or styling products; a review of a mineral powder foundation; how I mix my henna for an easier rinse etc. It’s intended to personal…but also informative. I think in the main it appeals to peoole who are a bit like me and share my interests or hobbies.

So I hope my blog is useful and people enjoy it. But I do see there needs to be some change with my editing failure. Bear with me – I’m sure I will strike a balance at some point!

However, since I uploaded my first YouTube video at Christmas (because my nephew pressed record when I tried to get a nice family photo)…I have been wondering if maybe vlogging could be more suitable for some of my blogs. Possibly even make some things more accessible.

At first I thought I wouldn’t have the confidence to be able to do it. So, I have mulled it over a lot. Considering how I could approach it. What would feel right. And how it might be received.

My aspergers also means I sometimes don’t speak…or I speak quietly. And that was a concern – would vlogging mean the stream of consciousness style was a problem with videos too? Would I feel it was too personal or intrusive as well.

I have been working with ASMR quiet speaking in my magickal work for a long time. I even choreographed some silent rituals or rituals that only have chants. And it’s worked very well for me. And because I am nocturnal I find by nature, I tend to whisper a lot as a way of naturally winding down at bedtime after my meditation work is finished.

So it’s that habit that gave me the idea for the format I would like to work with.

I really have no idea if it would be interesting to other people. I know I’m not the only ASMR fan out there but I am not planning random brushing sounds or hypnotic role play style vids. My plan was to use part of my day to record a “chat”. And to keep it varied and informative and informal. Relaxing and with relaxing background sounds etc.

I’m intending the format to work for me and viewers. But the channel to be a new way to share information that I haven’t tried before. It may even work well as a way to talk about subjects I intend to blog about later – a way to help me to avoid my stream of consciousness blog problem!

I know trolling on YouTube can be pretty bad…but definitely trolls a minority. Just a small minority with a big mouth! So I may get some negative feedback. That isn’t a problem. Constructive criticism is useful.
.destructive criticism is something I ignore. And the only way to see if it works will be to bite the bullet and try it!

I tried a few sample recordings and realised the mic on my mobile is not sufficient…too much hiss which would be problem with the quiet speaking/whispering style. Though I will upload one from my phone because I would like to see the difference in quality with my (brand spanking new) camcorder!

It took a while to find one that has an audio input. But for the style I want to use, it’s going to be essential.

Also the camera I chose is small and has a built in stand. Which will help keep my vids informal. A bit of the vibe of a personal chat. Hoping if people like the style and the content, it will be a fantastically useful way to share info and ideas.

So…watch this space!

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18th August General Blog | Personal upd8s, Chemo, Reiki, Meditation, Love, Spirituality & Metaphysical Solutions for Psychic Attack

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18th August 2015 – Happy days friends! Have had a lovely day to day.  Dad’s recovering well after the chemo.  It’s kind of odd because the chemo has knackered him but some of his brain tumour symptoms (numbness on his left hand especially), seemed worse. But the numbness in his face is reduced.  When they did the radiotherapy and chemo intensive, they obviously did some tests on the tumour type to see if it will respond to the treatment and I’ve been giving him energy healing – part of my Soul Midwifery duty – which is an absolute honour…challenging for sure, but any way we get to express our love for those we love in this life is something to be treasured…for sure, I think my hippieness is rubbing off on everyone right now.  Even Spider seems supremely snuggly and mellow…but that might just be because I’m so fluffy and cute! (No disputing that eh?!).

Anyway, they said the intensive therapy might make all the symptoms worse and knackered him out badly at first and we’d have to wait to see how it settled in the weeks after it.  Some people in his position at his age and with his type of cancer and its location, wouldn’t be able to complete a course of chemo – they might not even be able to begin a course if they were not in good health in all other ways. At first, throughout the chemo and radiotherapy daily thing, he was fine – his symptoms reduced massively and his energy was fine.  He’s been making stuff out of wood (he’s always making stuff!) – doing my garden and growing veggies and stuff.  Towards the end he was getting tired but in that kind of achy way you have if you’ve got a bad cold, except without the cold!  Now it’s over a week since the chemo/radiotherapy intensive finished and the numbness did start getting worse again so they increased his steroids to try to reduce swelling around the tumour (caused by the radiotherapy); unfortunately that messed with his sleep and he felt much worse for a few days.  To the point he even wondered if he’d recover or whether he was on the home straight.  We all discuss these things openly though and I think that really helps everyone – it’s where my autism comes in extremely handy because I can facilitate a practical discussion about things that other families might find more difficult. 

I can be ‘involved’ but at the same time my brain can take a very objective view and that can be helpful for keeping perspective and making sure everyone’s on the same page.

I have to say, as my life goes on, I find my Aspergers to be more and more of an asset! I know there are people that think it’s just a ‘genius gene’ thing or that it’s a sign of an ‘old soul’ incarnated – or even a higher being incarnating for a purpose.  I don’t know – I know it makes me different to other people in some ways.  But the blessings that come with it far outweigh any challenges!  So I’m thanking my lucky stars all the time for my uniqueness; and really appreciating the uniqueness of everyone else.  It’s like – everyone’s one six billion, and it’s an amazing thing that we can all be so unique and yet, have so much in common and so much to share.  It really is a beautiful thing.  So…remember…

YOU ARE AN EXTRAORDINARY PERSON, JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!

My personal spiritual view means I view each individual as an expression of a single Source that many would call ‘God’.  And no matter how flawed or imperfect, there is a connection between us all because of our common Source; and that Source is perfect; on some level we all are already perfect – and we spend our lives kind of working out ways to ‘cut the crap’ so we can express that perfection within us a bit more and in all kinds of ways.

Anyway…back on topic – as I said in yesterday’s blog, it will be a while before we know how well the chemo and radiotherapy worked but because the steroids messed up his sleep dad’s felt worse for a few days.  But he got a really good night’s sleep yesterday and today spent the day with my sister. Then I went round and we jammed for a while and had a laugh.  Then my honey got back from work and joined us.  I know it’s probably ‘eek’ to some, but I’m sooooo loved up I can’t help singing his praises every chance I get! He’s absolutely the kindest person I’ve ever met.  He’s honest and straightforward…and as my
sister pointed out…the first long term relationship I’ve had where my partner was as independent, dependable, straight talking and hard working as I am.  She’s right.  He really is good for me!   If I ever sat and wrote a list about my requirements for a man, Elvis/Spider wouldn’t have matched the list.  But he makes me happy and he’s my equal in ways that my partners before never have been.

I will be writing a further blog about that actually – the blog earlier this month about Covert Narcissistic Personality Disorder – I read back over it and realised that I’d not explained very well the gist of it, the red flags, what you can do about it and what you can’t do about it.  Also, I have to admit that when I posted it, my comments related solely to my recent ex – but he’s not the first ex I have had that would tick so many of the boxes and some of the similarities between past partners really show up.  But mostly, I want to write an article about abuse and abusers.  A Covert Narcissist can manipulate a person in ways they don’t identify as abuse at all – and only looking back do you see there was any kind of systematic attempt to control or manipulate.  And there are many forms of abuse but the effects are devastating.  Again, I can thank my autism for allowing me to experience the ‘recovery’ (for wont of a better word), subjectively but also to intellectualise it and to draw a line under it in a way that might be harder for others.  But it’s something I have studied and something that interests me.  I have first hand experience too.  And I’m happy to share what I’ve learned through personal experience, study and professionally.  Not just because I think the information can help others who may be experiencing problems or trying to process the fall out of problems in the past, but because of the nature of my work, I consider the energetic/karmic component to such situations.

In magick we consider any act of will, an act of magick.  So if someone intentionally punches you in the face to hurt you, they have done the same thing as someone who plants a hex bag on your car and hopes you’ll run into trouble.  The intention is what makes these things the same.  And that’s why when it comes to resolving things, as a witch and holistic teacher, I would consider that someone suffering after the trauma of an abusive relationship (whatever kind of abuse it was), if possible should seek help with the symptoms of the anxiety or depression from a medical professional – even if it’s to find a good counsellor and you’re averse to trying any medications even for a limited time.  But also, I’d recommend they learn and practice energy healing and meditation (Kundalini Reiki, Avalonian Alignment – particularly good for this); and if they felt it would help and would be appropriate for them, there are magickal options that I provide that can assist to resolve karmic imbalance, help you ground and protect yourself and reverse negative energies.  And all of these things combine to work on your situation in different ways; you’re getting support and reassurance from different areas as well as empowering yourself with new skills and information.  I think that’s important.

Anyway…I seem to be whittering on!  I was just a bit disappointed when I re-read the earlier blog I wrote about CNPD because it didn’t really give the information I had intended it to.  So I may give that an edit when I get down to writing an article.

In the meantime – there are some great vlogs on youtube explaining the different kinds of antisocial behavioural issues people have and how to deal with them – what to do in practical terms if you find yourself a victim of them.  And for those interested in learning meditation and self healing techniques you can find information on http://www.mayastar.net/courses.htm – and for magickal options http://www.mayamagickal.net XX

Better get on.  I’ve extended the 24 Gift Offer for the Magickal Shaman Lightworker course due to the popularity!  It’s a wonderful system and I highly recommend it.  If you’re interested you can find the Gift Offer information at http://www.mayastar.net/gift.htm 

So…there’s my work finished for the night! A little temple work to complete in the morning but I’m going to chill out, have some lemonade (on the master cleanser!), and then wake up my honey as he’s got an early start this morning.

Happy days and love to all XXXX Kisses XXXX And thanks to those who have continued to follow my blog and social media through last year.  It was kind of a ‘fallow period’ for me and I spent a lot more time meditating and in prayer than usual…in fact, I would say for about six months I was actually very introverted.  I tend to be quite an introvert but not for extended periods…but I guess there was a lot going on in my personal life and it was a transitional period and I seemed to do an awful lot of reading too.  I’m sure it will all be useful for my work over the coming years.  There’s never been a time I haven’t loved the work I do through Mayastar and Maya Magickal – if anything, over time I’ve grown to understand it and love it in more ways.  And of course, my students and clients are always the most fabulous people because they are people that are taking charge of their lives…making changes…empowering themselves energetically and through study.  Really wonderful ❤  Deep gratitude to everyone who has been a part of Mayastar…my friends, family, students and clients….it's always appreciated and I think everyone shares in 'good' in different ways XXXX  Happy happy happy happy days! X

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General Update | Maya, Mayastar, Elvis, Boyfriend, Chemo, Cancer

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17th August 2015 – I’ve been awful at updating my blog…so sorry to those who follow it!  Most updates get posted on the FB before anything else so if you’re not already subscribed, please follow on http://www.annalouisemay.net

I’ve had tons of enquiries lately for magickal resolution of problems with psychic attack, suspected psychic attack – or any situation where you have been involved in an abusive relationship or have experienced a period of low energy, or negative thinking that you consider has become something like a vicious cycle.

Magickally speaking, these situations are identical; the source of the ‘attack’ or the identity of the ‘attacker’ doesn’t need to be known or defined in order to resolve the problem using magick.  If the problem is long standing or something you feel has become complex in that one problem has drawn new problems to you and this has continued over a period until the situations such a ‘mess’ that you can’t really work out what started it in the first place!  Well, often what starts the situation

in the first place might be resolved, but negative effect of it may not have been cleared with the resolution of the original problem simply because the situation became too complex.

I receive many emails from people about this and it’s clear they want to do something to turn it around but feel they need to justify their position – or explain how it happened.  I would like to reassure you, you don’t need to justify yourself and you don’t need to work out how the situation came about.  Magickally, what I do best is solve problems by reweaving the karmic bonds as they currently stand.  If the client wants to analyse the situation independently for any personal reason, that’s fine and that’s up to them and something they may feel useful to them.  But it’s not something that’s necessary for me to do in order to solve the problem quickly and effectively.

There are many solution options and they are always tailored to the individual so if you have any questions or are considering whether magick might assist you in the situation you’re experiencing, please email me mayastar.net@gmail.comand I’d be happy to advise.  You can also find out more information about magickal options, how magick works and my experience personally and professionally at http://www.mayamagickal.net X

On a less work related note…things have been a little hectic!  I’ve been having the time of my life (cue for a song and dancing montage from the 80s!) with Spider (my now ‘official’ boyfriend).  I’ve known him for quite a while through my dad so kind of as a friend.  And there’s no argument, he’s packing an illegal amount of gorgeousness!

I know it may sound just a little insane…if you’re anyone who isn’t a Pre-Raphaelite Princess living a defiantly bohemian lifestyle!…but, it’s true.  Elvis lives in my street.  And I’m dating him.  Not only that, but he thinks I’m lovely.  Even when I’ve just woken up.  Even when it’s pushing 30 degrees outside and I’m wilting in humidity.  Even if I’m having a totally hormonal bitch fit.  Even when I’m struggling to find my key while I sing Lana Del Rey songs with my autoharp.  He also enjoys the whole fairyland experience…even if I’m playing Patience & Prudence on a perpetual loop (though I suppose that’s kinda #TateandViolet #AHS romantic really!).

Yes.  He really is fabulous.  We’re currently at war however…seeing who can graffiti the other one while they’re asleep.

But he’s upped the ante because now it’s escalated to notes hidden in pockets and waking up to find your BF wrote I LOVE YOU all over your patio in chalk while you slept.  Yep.  We’re sickly sweet.  We’re worse than teenagers when it comes to being loved up!

We’re also both very practical so that we get to make the most of the time we have…whatever work I have I schedule it.  He is self employed so we work our schedules in such a ways that any free time we have matches up.  Though I’m just as likely to bump into him round my dad’s.  Dad’s totally knackered at the moment from either the chemo or the radiotherapy but we’re all close and practical and between family and friends, we’re staying a step ahead.  It is strange…life with a ‘lifer’ – my sister and I even said, it’s going to be weird when dad dies because it could be months or even years off depending how he recovers from the aggressive chemo/radiotherapy course he completed.  So whenever it does happen, we were kind of joking saying that, even if it’s 18 months from now, we’ll still be standing about saying “I know he had a terminal brain tumour and all, but you just don’t expect it!”.  I suppose that’s the odd thing about death.  We all know we are going to and most people don’t want to think about it.  Being a lifer or living with a lifer forces you to…and when people are able to talk openly about it and how it may play out and how they feel about it and stuff, it makes a natural process feel all the more natural.

Anyway, dad’s mood continues to be buoyant and he doesn’t actually feel ill at all – just really weak as if he was coming down with something or had just come out of an anaesthetic.  The Violet Flame Energy and Usui Reiki energy seem to suit him best and over the course of a day he can get up and get about a bit.  Just carefully!  But we need to wait a while to see how things settle over the next few weeks.  Apart from the weakness, his symptoms of the tumour itself have either reduced or stayed the same rather than got worse and they were getting worse quite quickly before the intensive chemo.  So the chemo/radiotherapy has definitely done some good – either it’s slowed the tumour but it’s possible that once the swelling around the area dies down, it may have shrunk it and as his energy returns over the next few weeks we’ll have a better idea of how successful it was.  And whether he wants to continue with that kind of treatment etc.  There’s no getting away from it with things like cancer…there has to be a lot of discussion about things that other people might find distasteful or morbid.  But it’s a good thing in ways that people who haven’t experienced it probably won’t understand.  People really pull together.  And people are really amazing when it comes down to it! XX

I know it sounds really hippie, but people really love each other and I think people really come into their own whenever and wherever they have the opportunity to express that love. XX

Note: Sorry no photoshoots lately…many planned for later in the year but, some nice selfies and pix from my moby dotted about to make this blog look prettier! XXX

Much love to ❤ M

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