Archive | April 2016

Protection Spells | Reversal Spells | Love Spells | Black Magick | Karma

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Today’s bathtime blog taken from a client question regarding the karmic implications of protection spells…which relates to exorcism or reversals too as they have a similar structure.

Brought to you from a Yoga Bomb BathBomb from Lush hot bath…with red moodlights. Today extra long bath because I woke up with my head tipped back in my sleep. It’s a weird problem. If I sleep on my back I am fine. If I roll on my side I seem to tip my head back and wake up with a stiff neck. When I do, I now boycott my workout because I don’t want to risk injury.

I have considered sleeping in a neck corset (aka posture collar) to prevent me doing it. It’s such an irritation when I do it that I don’t think a posture collar would be a major hassle. It seems like a great idea. I wear corsets in bed (for rib contouring…also they help me relax as the hug emulation increases my oxytocin level. V handy if you’re autistic! Physiological differences in brain wiring means we make much less than neurotypicals and oxytocin counters stress hormones so tight lacing is actually good for my health!). But if I get a posture collar I definitely want one that’s made to fit properly and is breathable.

Pleased with myself for this new idea…wondering why I never thought of trying it before.

Anyway, for now a looong soak followed by a massage will work the kinks out!

So…my customer raised an interesting question. If a spell returns negative intentions/actions (which create negative karmic bonds) back to their source, is that karmically sound? It does on the surface allow an interpretation of “an eye for an eye”. But there is no intention to retailiate. The spell works from the client out rather than focusing on the other person/people. It’s not akin to a hex or attack. But there is a very important reason why we don’t just cut the links. The main one being they tend to get reinstated by the other person. If someone considers you an enemy and projects negative intentions towards you, the situation may persist until they resolve the karmic link from their end.

An extreme example…if you had stalker and to avoid the stress, you moved house thinking “out of sight out of mind”, it wouldn’t necessarily change their intentions. Restraining orders would be applicable of course. But on a magickal level, you can remove the bond from your side…but over time they will reestablish the bond because it’s their issue. The only real way to stop it would be to resolve the karma and that’s why the spell works the way it does.

It doesn’t create negative karma. The key is the spell dissolves and resolves any negative karmic bond. The resolution of karma is in line with Universal Law – can allow the 3rd party to realign with Universal Law and actually solve the problem rather than fire fighting.

It may be the person at the source needs to resolve it to move on and develop and if you detroy the Karmic bond entirely, their option to evolve beyond it might be interrupted. Denying them their Karma would create negative karma!

The spell is bound to work only in alignment with Universal Law…so we have to trust to the Universe to resolve or dissolve as appropriate. We can’t decide what’s best for the other person. But the Universe can be trusted. We are all united by Universal Law (Dharma) which is the evolution spiritually of all things. All people. All creation.

Protection spells and reversals are not used to retaliate. I wrote them to ensure they couldn’t be compromised in any way by our emotions or intentions. Emotionally if someone hits you, you may want to hit them back rather than just protect yourself. So the spells are written to make sure we don’t inadvertantly cause harm in the heat of the moment. But instead work to establish harmony from the inside out.

It’s down to the Universe whether a bond can be dissolved or needs to be returned for resolution. If we think otherwise, it’s the ego talking. The Higher Self seeks harmony and balance; alignment with Universal Law.

All my workings follow this philosophy. I don’t use black magick. And I have studied and practiced magick for nearly 28 years…I don’t claim to be an authority but I definitely understand now principles I didn’t understand as a teenager!

I won’t do spells on 3rd parties or without the recipient’s consent. No spell should ever be done without the focus of that spell knowing about it. It’s very important – not only Karmically…but a spell done without someone’s knowledge or consent is far less likely to have any lasting result!

Even a spell for healing, if done without the subject’s consent would be black magick regardless of the caster’s intention; it would mean manipulation of their free will and that’s the kind of magick that always carries karmic debt. They say the road to hell is paved with good intentions and magickally that’s something you need to know and understand.

Most black magick is carried out by amateurs in the “name of love” for what the mage/witch believes is a good intention. But the fact they consider they know best is testament to the fact it’s the ego calling the shots. Not the Higher Will.

A good test is, if you want to do a spell for a third party but you want to hide the fact from them, there can’t be a truly karmically sound intention.

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Watch “ASMR Aspergirl Whispering Witch | Just Got Up! | My dad (Cancer Lifer) & My Pandora Obsession!” on YouTube

NEW VID https://youtu.be/bpRXD4pIkkc #ASMR #Aspergirl #Whispering #Witch | My dad (#Cancer #Lifer) #Pandora Obsession!

Good Evening ♡ Stream of Consciousness on Waking!

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I’m awake…I just have to move or something. Do Starbucks deliver yet???

No. I feel ok. Gonna get up and workout for a couple of hours. Tried to do test of Mineral Magic for a vlog…tried to get really close up to my face but my skin looks creme de la mer fresh. So now I need to check it out on my laptop to get an idea if before and after showed any difference at all :s

I will use ASMR soft speaking though. I couldn’t do a bombastic enthusiastic Tony Robbins style…my autism makes me mute sometimes. Whispering is something I naturally do a lot and I think I do it to save my own brain and keep asper anxiety in check.

Also later tonight…me and my boyfriend have dinner and chill out listening to motown (we usually do). Tescos deliver supplies. Most of my bills magickally evaporate a chunk of money as the DDs hit. I hope over hope that I get the skirts I ordered so I can begin to dye them to match my grunge goth style (uncorsetted, I dress like a bohemian I guess).

I also do some admin, watch some axe men. Send a copy of the Mayastar (www.mayastar.net/special.htm) newsletter. The Nataraj Working is v popular and this time of year I make the most of planetary and lunar influences because the solar ones are intensifying and far more useful for prosperity spells etc.

Oooh. Ty new followers on my page…I should probably say I am a practising witch (www.mayamagickal.net), so if you’re offended by my spiritual beliefs and the practices associated with them, please don’t spam me with hell and damnation messages. And consider, if your religion asks you to sit in judgement of other people, is that really what’s right? I don’t agree with racism, homophobia or any of bigotry – I’m not exactly religious but I am religious about equality and freedom. And oppose tyranny in all its forms.

Ok. Off my soapbox. Tonight I may actually try editing a video. It so new to me if anyone can recommend intuitive software for it I would love to hear! (I use Irfanview and Picsart for mixed media art…I draw a blank when I see Adobe or Serif software!)

Huge love guys! And welcome new guys.

I can also be found on youtube…can’t remember my link yet…but my name appears @AnnaLouiseMay on most networks I use…

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♡♡♡ Aaaand…I’m up! 😀

Watch “Intro ASMR Whispering Witch Nocturnal Chat | TLE, Aspergers, Autism, Magick, Spells, Relaxation” on YouTube

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PLEASE wear headphones! (straining to hear a computer speaker isn’t relaxing!)

A proper introduction to my channel…what inspired me…how I hope it will work…etc. Please forgive the bumpy beginning of the vid while I messed with the lighting etc! XX

I have Aspergers (a type of high functioning autism) means I’m more comfortable using ASMR “whispered conversation”. The mutual increased focus this initiates allows a more intimate communication & natural connection. My intention is to use whispered conversation to provide a unique & informal style that will be relaxing to watch, pleasant to hear & with subjects accessible to viewers.

I plan to upload various vids; some may be general or personal updates; others may be more informative, based around my spiritual & magickal work;  general chats & reviews. Also, ‘streams of consciousness’…with no fixed ‘subject’.

I keep a blog and do find editing it a problem; I have too many thoughts and my edits tend to get longer not shorter! I am hoping making vids will allow me to address some of the blog ideas I have that are responses questions from people.

My nifty little camera will allow me to make a 15 minute video (with good sound!) and upload it to YouTube from my bedroom…very handy and should help with covering more topics or answering more specific questions…as well as regular chit chat vids.  I really want to keep the content variable, but with a theme that I’m comfortable working in!

Please be aware, I have photosensitive epilepsy and when it gets late and I’m winding down, sometimes this affects me so I tend to wear sunglasses indoors. I’m aware this looks kind of weird! But it means I don’t need meds to control seizures so, I don’t mind wearing sunglasses!

NOTE: Although Whispering is used in ASMR, I use this technique because it is more comfortable for my autism & is a natural part of my night when I’m winding down for bed!

Watch “Testing Camera for ASMR/Quiet Talking | Whispering Witch | Bedroom Chitchat | Aspergirl” on YouTube

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Testing Camera for #ASMR/#QuietTalking | #Whispering #Witch | Bedroom Chitchat | #Aspergirl. First upload –  short test of my new camera for ASMR suitability. Fab because I can upload straight to #YouTube from the camera! Not the best angle…and I was plainly knackered by the time of the test! But overall was pleased with the sound quality 😀 ♡

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AnnaLouiseMay YouTube Channel | Vlogs, Blogs, Streams of Consciousness | ASMR | Aspergirl | Magick | New Age | Energy Healing | Natural Beauty | Health & Happiness

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Fancy picsart selfie – epic Bathtime!

Green moodlights & Lush Guardian of the Forest BathBomb. Listening to Lana Del Rey. Smell v vanilla (American Cream conditioner).

Drinking greendrink with apple cider vinegar & maplesyrup.

My pookie (aka Elvis) out tonight doing TeddyBoy stuff. I’m in, and taking my routine at a decadent pace!

I have mentioned before, sometimes I have real problems editing my blogs. Apparently this is not uncommon with Higher Functioning Autism…my brain jumps from idea to idea…and touch typing means most blogs I intend as articles end up more of a stream of consciousness. Covering too many topics and ending up a bit of mess! Some are fine. But some I am not at all pleased with. So, as far as blogging goes, I’m still “developing my style”.

My blogs are intended to be informal rather than scientific articles. Just blogs about things that interest me. General updates in my personal life. Ponderings on the philosophy of magick (as a path to Self-Realisation) and psychology.

Many blogs are inspired by questions from students and clients of Maya Magickal Spells & Personalised Initiation Programmes and Mayastar Academy Online Natural Energy Healing & Spiritual Development Courses – but at the same time, I include articles about my hobbies…so it is a bit varied. A blog about how I get “grunge hair” without using heat or styling products; a review of a mineral powder foundation; how I mix my henna for an easier rinse etc. It’s intended to personal…but also informative. I think in the main it appeals to peoole who are a bit like me and share my interests or hobbies.

So I hope my blog is useful and people enjoy it. But I do see there needs to be some change with my editing failure. Bear with me – I’m sure I will strike a balance at some point!

However, since I uploaded my first YouTube video at Christmas (because my nephew pressed record when I tried to get a nice family photo)…I have been wondering if maybe vlogging could be more suitable for some of my blogs. Possibly even make some things more accessible.

At first I thought I wouldn’t have the confidence to be able to do it. So, I have mulled it over a lot. Considering how I could approach it. What would feel right. And how it might be received.

My aspergers also means I sometimes don’t speak…or I speak quietly. And that was a concern – would vlogging mean the stream of consciousness style was a problem with videos too? Would I feel it was too personal or intrusive as well.

I have been working with ASMR quiet speaking in my magickal work for a long time. I even choreographed some silent rituals or rituals that only have chants. And it’s worked very well for me. And because I am nocturnal I find by nature, I tend to whisper a lot as a way of naturally winding down at bedtime after my meditation work is finished.

So it’s that habit that gave me the idea for the format I would like to work with.

I really have no idea if it would be interesting to other people. I know I’m not the only ASMR fan out there but I am not planning random brushing sounds or hypnotic role play style vids. My plan was to use part of my day to record a “chat”. And to keep it varied and informative and informal. Relaxing and with relaxing background sounds etc.

I’m intending the format to work for me and viewers. But the channel to be a new way to share information that I haven’t tried before. It may even work well as a way to talk about subjects I intend to blog about later – a way to help me to avoid my stream of consciousness blog problem!

I know trolling on YouTube can be pretty bad…but definitely trolls a minority. Just a small minority with a big mouth! So I may get some negative feedback. That isn’t a problem. Constructive criticism is useful.
.destructive criticism is something I ignore. And the only way to see if it works will be to bite the bullet and try it!

I tried a few sample recordings and realised the mic on my mobile is not sufficient…too much hiss which would be problem with the quiet speaking/whispering style. Though I will upload one from my phone because I would like to see the difference in quality with my (brand spanking new) camcorder!

It took a while to find one that has an audio input. But for the style I want to use, it’s going to be essential.

Also the camera I chose is small and has a built in stand. Which will help keep my vids informal. A bit of the vibe of a personal chat. Hoping if people like the style and the content, it will be a fantastically useful way to share info and ideas.

So…watch this space!

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General Upd8 | Midwich Cuckoos | Autism | Aspergirl | High Functioning | NPD | Ax Men | ASMR in Magick

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#nomakeupselfie #selfieoftheday #cremedelamer complexion in the bedroom listening to an #audible on my #kindlefire waiting for my #TeddyBoy.

I’ve been trying to write a blog for 3 days about the #midwichcuckoos effect I notice in some ppl faced w/ a #highfunctioning #autistic. I am an #Aspergirl (#Aspergers is a kind of #Autism). But I also study psychology…I practice #magick so I think that’s important. But this current blog is going all over the place. I can’t seem to make my point without ending up trying to illustrate it with anecdotes that rapidly wind up off topic.

Think I may leave it a few days b4 I try again 😛

I think I’ve written so much about #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #npd that wherever I begin, I keep writing abt them to illustrate the difference in autism. #narcos are like the polar opposite of autistics. Terrible personality clash. But comparing atypical to atypical isn’t v helpful in explaining what is unique to the #autiste!

Grrr. I’m frustrating myself. I may write about something else and come back to my Midwich Cuckoo one.

Soooo. Tonight the Killing Moon Karmic Reversal 30 Day Ritual Intensive cycle begins. http://www.mayamagickal.net/killingmoon.htm

The opening ritual is quite long and I will complete it after I chill with my #TeddyBoy…have some dinner…watch some #Axmen and #idchannel.

I’m really excited about developing my #asmr skills…it’s something I have always used in magick. Also in my personal #meditation work. But I have some ideas for applications I would like to explore. Not #roleplay or #sex – I think #asmr works well to help relax the conscious mind…but retain a higher level of concentration. Such as you would using meditation. Anyway…I will be experimenting with that soon…and will share poss on my youtube and also my wordpress…see how it goes.

Xxxx

PS. Excuse the hashtags…was posting this on other social networks…and it’s been a while since I blogged a general upd8 ♡

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Venus Angelic Vs Self Proclaimed Satanist Margaret Palermo (her mother) | Online Drama | Epic Trolling

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Anyone who has watched the drama unfold…#MargaretPalermo (self proclaimed #Satanist) is the mother of a youtube “star” #VenusAngelic.

Venus is 19 and recently left home and married her boyfriend. They live in Japan. Venus is posts up all kinds…#kawaii #lolita #livingdoll fashions, make up tutorials etc. Her channel has been going for years and she is very popular.

Her mother framed events very differently. Accused Venus of running away and being brainwashed. Accused her husband of being a Paedophile. Accused Venus of being mentally ill, manipulative and of cruelty to animals. She also claimed due to this she (Margaret) was now homeless.

Margaret posted up blogs of herself naked in the shower at an airport to substantiate this claim. She keeps posting stuff and deleting it…but also deleting the comments of people on #IG  because recently she (according to herself and Venus), got Venus’s YouTube channel taken down due to copyright issues. She phoned the police at some point claiming Venus was being abused. This wasn’t true.

All kinds of crazy has gone on. Margaret is coming off as mentally ill…or just nasty and literally #trolling her daughter. And Venus’ fans are posting all over the net…Margaret’s made herself infamous…

She has made some videos on YouTube, saying she hopes her haters get raped (yes…really…she’s supposedly the adult). Also of sleeping in a hostel and travelling by train in Japan.

Yet…she now claims to he selling Venus’s “stuff”. Stuff she says she owned herself or Venus owned but no longer wants. Yet…something seems a bit off…is this truly with Venus’s permission? Are any of the proceeds going to Venus? If she is homeless, how would anyone know they were buying something that genuinely belonged to Venus?

Everything about this online drama gets weirder and more unbelievable by the day.
I strongly expect Margaret will delete my question…she censors her feed because the posts are mostly from angry fans of Venus who just want Margaret to leave her daughter alone.

Apparently the youtube issue is being sorted out and Venus will get her channel back up soon.

Never seen anything like this online before…

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